Have you ever thought about it? A second chance I mean.

The world seems so distant.

Like nothing really matter anymore.

But I guess the world is just to big,

For such a small being like me.

At this timeless hour,

I feel at home.

My head against the window,

And my thoughts far away.

The stream of light from outside,

Cheerfully playing with the shadows at my lap.

Ice is building up against the glass.

But its not cold nor warm.

Just a moment of silence.

Stillness.

You know,

When we talk, 

It makes me wonder.

If we where close from the beginning.

Maybe.

I guess I just miss the hours,

When we where timeless.

We are soulmates.

Flickering lights,

Calls from the past.

The wounds,

The scars.

I know them all.

The other side of a coin.

The light in the dark.

The warmth in winter.

Me, myself.

Us.

Everything you do,

I feel.

Every thought you think,

I thought of.

All that you have done,

I know.

Everything I do,

Is for you.

Even if its hard right now,

I know,

I know what you are going through.

Our hearts are connected.

They beat as one.

We sleep in the same dreams.

And sees the same sky,

As always.

I'm still here,

Waiting for you.

because if there is something,

I can't let you go.

Soon enough, The shadows engulfs us.

To act without thinking.

To let go of your feelings.

Let your inner self deal with everything you hate.

Become the animal we actually are.

Murderer. 

Somehow, 

I am happy,

To be able to hate you.

My mind was broken, my nightmares became real.

Crawling.

Deep within.

blackened the heart,

Kills who I am suppose to be.

The demons inside has awaken.

I am dying.

No humanity left,

Game over.

I am already giving up.

All I see,

Is red.

The truth is,

It was just a matter of time,

Before this would happen.

All I needed,

Was a little push.

Darkness take me, the world have abandoned me.

These stiches can hold me togheter anymore.

Slowly,

Everything I knew died.

And the hope of being okay,

Withered away.

Voices so cold,

Rips apart the little of sanity I have.

And If I close my eyes,

Im not sure I will be able to open them again.

panic.

No time to breath,

No time to live.

Just leave me alone.

Go away.

Come back another day.

When the time comes, you won't recognize me.

The more I try to survive,

The world decide to bring me down.

Everything around us is pain at some level.

And this is about it,

How much shit I can carry.

Before I break.

All this evil.

All this hate,

It leave marks.

Wounds across my body.

Brings out the worst of me,

And the end of us.

It hurts.

Alot more than I thought.

I am broken.

Nothing left to see.

Nothing more to be.

My only thoughts are simple.

When do I end this torment?

Vi får skylla oss själva.

När allt kommer omkring,

Så står vi närmast,

Till dem som är längst bort.

Kärleken blir så stark.

Och den man älskar så mycket,

Blir tillslut till avund,

Till hat.

Ett misstag vi har sett förut.

Men som vi nog aldrig kunde vända oss ifrån.

Och efter alla känslor vi har känt,

Hat, sorg, förtvivlan, desperation, glädje, lycka, kärlek, hopp.

Så står vi här,

I tystnad.

Utan ord.

Står vi här,

Ett tag till.