yttersta tanken

Everything is new, nothing has changed.

Why would it ever be a difference?

I am still who I am.

No matter what people may say.

And when I look down att my scars and bruises,

I just smile,

Thinking,

I am alive.

I am happy that you care for me,

But its not like it is something new.

So dont pretend to care now.

I have been like this forever.

I promise you,

I am able to take care of myself my friend.

I am still bleeding,

But I can walk on.

It still hurts,

But I am able to bear with it.

I will never see tommorrow,

If I hide from it.

I miss you less and less,

I am able to take myself back.

I will dream of a future,

Without you.