Casper – Alaska


"I don't want to get up.
If I get up,
I have to see people.
And do things."

She and her darkness

I look at myself through the mirror,
After a while I said,
"There it was"
When I saw myself blink.

An End Once and for All

En väntar för grönt, medan en går för rött.

Vi passerar varandra i ett ögonblick.

Svart emot svart.

Ordlekar jag inte förstår mig på längre.

Kroppen tär i ung ålder. 

Gammalmodig,

Förbipasserande,

Slutstation.

Nätterna förblir långa,

Mörkret förblir fasa,

Jag förblir vakande.

Fotsteg emot markens kalla yta.

Ivriga beslut,

Ångrande hjärtan. 

Minns jag när jag var liten?

Allt tar slut,

Jag ser inget annat.

Sunt förnuft och ilningar. 

Trötta tankar.

Stillastående rörelse,

Meningar som inte går ihop.

Människor som slår ihop.

Jag som inte löser det.

Som kallas livet. 

    

Only the winds



The world around me moves a bit faster.
For every step,
I end up two steps back.
The world is to great.
I can't keep up.

And those around me,
Seems to lose there grip on me.
I have learned the hard way.
The world thinks I'm ready.
To stand tall,
To see me turn into something beautiful.
But the truth is,
My mind is still so fragile..

As the world great me welcome.
I slowly turns away,
From waving hands and smiles.
To my last escape,
My own world of silence.
My own world of lonliness.

Ah..
This emptiness consumes me..

I'll be okay,
That's what I must say.
Because if you knew,
Eveything going on inside of my head.
You would be running.
Because,
Who would want a boy with scars?